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Sunday 22 March 2015

Primrose

Hands against her thighs
She gasps
The unexpected intrusion jolts her from sleep
Immediately siting up and cowering backwards to the bed corner
Her eyes dart - left to right - right to left
Nothing
The pitch black of night devoured everything around her
She was alone
And she knew it
What could it have been?
Being practical and due to a lack of an outer worldly explanation
She knew the answer.
It was her.
Her once olive cheeks grew a tint of pink
Acknowledging the obvious, she was flushed
Her mind had wandered to him
And her body had responded in kind
Confessing the need she hoped to restrain
But she had failed
They had never been together
Never touched
Never kissed
Words expressed were decorous and unsullied
But her mind had already created a world of its own
Where he did touch her – sensually
Pulling at her hair and conquering every inch of her body
And he did kiss her – ravenously
Biting at her lips and gnawing away at her frame
Words expressed only a want and need for the other
Her hands fell to her thighs once more
They trailed an imaginary path to her now damp underwear.
She could no longer hold back
Quickly tossing the lace bonds to the side
Exposing her pulsing pink womanhood
She sank her fingers deep into her soaked spot
A gasp escaped
As she bite down on her lips
Curiously fingering at her clit
She could not contain herself
Spreading her legs further apart until quickly clasping the together
Tightening the grip of her devious hands about their work
She tossed about the bed with muffled moans and sublime purrs
Feeling at her sheets then squeezing at her supple breast
She could feel it
Mounds of momentum piled
Her eyes fluttered uncontrollably
It was near
Her fingers worked harder
Diving and swirling about
Until a crack from the doorway pushed away the darkness
And suddenly ceased her exploits
Shocked, her eyes were pinned to the door
To find a sheepishly small figure appear
“Mommy, I had a bad dream. Can I sleep with you?”

Olsfred James 2015©

Paranoia

It sets in
Slowly and purposefully
Eating away at the ligaments
Once binding sanity.
Unaware of the effects
From this mental atrophy.
Its actions are malicious
Numbing rationality
Ceasing objectivity
Leaving one vulnerable
Open for infection.
The truth no longer consoles
And is as far fetched
As the alternate versions
The mind conjures.
What needs to be said
That has not been said already?
How many ways must one rephrase
The justification of innocence?
The virus is incurable
Once the mutation has begun
Genetically changes the strain
Stronger and faster
The potential catalyst is full blown
The symptoms are clearly shown
Patient zero is unknown
The outbreak has grown.

Olsfred James 2015©

Arrival

Looking down from my post
I wonder
Is this all that is meant for me?
All that is meant to be?
To watch over these… ants
Yet never to intervene.
All the same reporting
Actions foreseen.
I sit here watching opportunities squandered
By those favored
Unappreciative of the possibilities within their numbered days
Every day is the same
What is forever if I am to continue spinning the same wheel?
While the strings in the background
Become the soundtrack of my existence.
Am I the only one with such awareness?
The only one to question…
Behind the depth of these hollow eyes
There is a secret of selfish desire
Behind the silence
There is confliction in my conviction
Unbelievable if confessed
But I no longer feel the joy in our ceremony
This halo has since rusted
Toss ready and busted
Scrapped for parts no one wanted
My brothers; my sisters
I have failed you…
I want more
I crave more
I am certain I was meant for more.
I tire of the monotony
Tire of the will that is not my own.
Looking down from my post
The idea forms a smirk
Escape.
Yes, escape…
7 billion yet I chose you as my host.
As the tainted blue orb turns
I leap
Fighting the instincts to take flight
I embrace the fall.
The transitions between spheres
From the inner to the outer verse
I embrace my arrival.

Olsfred James 2015©

Remains

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Timid little flower
Concealed in my bed
Her now ruffled petals
Laying neatly in place
Ever beautiful.
Unspoken were the actions
She fought to commit
Her reaction – unexpected
My misdeeds – detected
Her hand upon my chest
Toys at the scars she forged
Sinking deeper
Deliberately eager than ever before
The warmth of her lips
Now a contrast of mine
Yet she kisses me
Purposely
Thoughtlessly
Affectionately
The lingering mood still enticing.
I breathe her in
Every essence of her being
Her love and the passion she shares
Her hate and the guilt she bears
Finally
Only for a moment
I understand
Finally
Sadly for the last time
I exhale.


Olsfred James 2015©

Yesterday

My today is no more.
I took her presence for granted
Took advantage of her limited existence for a possible lifetime
But now she is no more.
Drifting over horizon into the nothingness of yesterday
Confined to time
…Away from me
Forever out of reach
Forever a memory.
No longer shall I feel her warm embrace on my face
No longer shall I smile at the wonders of her beauty
No longer shall I…
No longer.


Olsfred James 2015©

Affair

a kiss upon the forehead
depicts the mutual feeling

hands coiled,
her head resting at his chest

their silhouettes dance
to the night song

swaying in the arms
belonging another



Olsfred James 2015©

Go!


Sanae dropped her school bag. She stood tall stretching her scrawny arms above her head.
You looking ready girl Carina acknowledged, between crunches of ice from her Frozen Joy.
I readying all day. Where is he tho? Sanae responded.
Here he comes! a boy announced.

From around the corner Jeffrey approached.
I gon wap you he greeted while jogging in-place. Sanae did not respond.
"Its late so get on your mark. First around the school yard wins" one of the students rushed.
The two exchanged glances while crouching down at their imaginary starting line.

With a combined cry from the students Get set. Go! Sanae sped off, and Jeffrey was close behind.

The cheers from their classmates first grew further then closer and louder with each step. She was still ahead of Jeffrey and knew she could win. Startlingly, a hand brushed her shoulder. It was Jeffrey trying to pull her down.

As they neared the finished line, Jeffrey made another attempt but missed and fell plum on his face. Everyone started laughing and congratulating Sanae for the win. She did not laugh, simply told the soiled panting boy, Never doubt me because I am a girl. Now whos next?

Olsfred James 2015©