Heisenberg

 

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Just another hit

One more time

I promise I won’t ask again

Humbly I beg

Patiently waiting

Can you see the pulse of my vein?

I’ve drawn the leather

Strapped and ready

Give it to me,

Give it to me,

Give… it... to… me.

The walls call my name

Saying they’re my friend

I pretend not to hear them

I swear I am going insane

Even me out

You know what I need

I can think for myself

Am being held against my will

Am thirsty, that’s why I have dry pursed lips,

Am aware I lost pounds

I found a few weight loss tips

Dilated pupils?

Numb tongued speech?

Episodic shakes?

Please, don’t mind these.

I… am not, an addict!

This, this, this,

This is all an experiment

A gateway to escape reality

Am at the end of my thesis

Completing the summary

I need that tingling touch

Smooth and real slow

I will bounce back

Please be my witness

Am tired of lying awake

Tired of this dull existence

Just another hit

One more time

Then I promise I’ll quit

I can’t stay locked in this cell

Remove these chains from my wrist

Olsfred James 2013©